If I am honest with myself I am overweight. I am carrying too many pounds and it’s starting to take a toll on my bodies normal functions. Now I know some of you may be thinking that this is a bold statement and one that requires a high level of vulnerability. Yes, many times, the truth hurts but it also sets us free!

I will say it again I am over-weight! But not in the way you are thinking. Emotionally I am carrying more weight than God wants on my life’s journey. You know how at an airport our bags are supposed to weigh no more than 50lbs or else you will be paying a price! I will unload my baggage in a heartbeat to avoid a fee.

Our lives are no different. When we “go over” our weight limit with extra emotional/mental baggage, our body, mind a spirits suffer greatly. Not only that, our families suffer because we are so overloaded we can’t even listen to their hurts or frustrations without getting defensive. This is out of fear that we have to carry yet another load. Well, maybe that’s just me! : ) After having a challenging day yesterday and ending with a conversation with my husband, it all clicked as to why I felt so empty and depleted. I am carrying too much!

I spoke out all that I was carrying (instead of writing) and realized this weight is slowing me down literally! It is hindering my growth in some areas. The weight puts up a few walls preventing vulnerability in my relationships. In the mist of talking it out my mind became clearer. In order for me to fly like an eagle or live abundantly I must release this weight and/or return them to their owners. I’m meant to only be the exact weight God desires. Not under weight but the perfect weight. I can only BE this by hands lifted and exchanging all I have for what God has given me. And not letting anything drag me down! Especially in 2015!

Following my own motto… It’s time to D.A.N.C.E.

Be Free today!

Ash